Dugaan..
Life is all about ups and downs...full of surprises... Last week wasn't my good week at all...bottom line, its worst! But, alhamdulillah I have prepared for it long before...remember last few weeks/months...there are too many good things happened to me day after day...just to recap.. +++++-----+++++
Thursday, June 29, 2006
another good thing. again =)
Alhamdulillah again ^_*
Another good thing happened to me once again.. Should have Thankful to God since my life has become soo blooming lately..
Beautiful number ;)
I know this is only a trial . God wants to test whether am I grateful enough after what he has done to me. Maybe this is my ups time. Ppl said life is all about ups and downs. So better for me to prepare for the downs.
Hopefully when the downs time coming closer, I know there is always God up there watching me and he will always be there for me no matter what.
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So, there you go girl...last week was one of the trials... Let me put 'em in chronological flow... 1)Fri, 21/7 - About tetamu yg tidak diundang mengganggu kententeraman - some of u might know bout this already... 2) The next day, Sat 22/7 - TUDM Subang officer by the name of Kpt. Khairul Anuar Bin Md Sabtu KURANG AJAR with my mum...huh..ikutkan hati would like to report and write to media...altho u're a Kapten but you don't have the right to kurang ajar with the public...shame on you as a government-officer..but tappela..today is your day..but langit x selalunya cerah kan?? 3) Day after pulak, Sun 23/7 -aircond kereta rosak..seriously lepas satu prob satu prob lagi dtg menjelma.. 4) The next day, Mon 24/7 -me were one of the 1000 LRT commuters stranded in tunnel near Masjid Jamek Station before rescue assistance came..altho it was really an 'overwhelming' experience... but if i do have an option, i do not want it to happen again to me in the future...but we are not going to know what will happen to us in future aight?? 5) Then the next day jugak,Tues 25/7 -we received a sad news about the talented guy, Hani Mohsin. Altho I'm not a big fan of him but seriously I was that heartrending when get to know about this..Semoga Arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 beriman. Al-Fatihah.. 6)Few days after, Thurs 27/7 - Was in the office the moment I received a call from mum...my the only nephew/her lovely grand-son , Hakimi broke his arm at school during the recess time..mum was soo sad :'(...he was hospitalised but alhamdulillah for only 1 day....Thank God!..do pray for him k friends... 7)Went to Hospital yesterday, demam mak sgt panas...hopefully she's getting better now..but I like the saying "jgn la kamu merintih2 seperti org xde agama... Dia Yang Maha BerKuasa kan ada ;)" Alhamdulillah I managed to face it with the help of beautiful family + friends around me.. I'm not blaming anyone just maybe I have done something wrong before...so Muhasabbahla diri kan hainey kan ;) ??I just need to be stronger now =) More trials to come ^_* psst: Anyway would like to congratulate Jani (Tijani Assobah) for his wedding last week.. Semoga berbahagia hingga akhir hayat :)..
not4public
Let my url add explains itself...yes this blog of mine is only meant for beautiful friends around me...others who don't like what am i writing here..i don't give a damn...pls go elsewhere ok..i'm not writing this for you n i'm here not to satisfy your ego!friends keep asking me what happened to my blog?? thanks guys so much 4 the concerns..at least now i know, there are always someone out there who are still care for me...To Lina - bahagiakan bila disayangi..ihiks ;) ??To Teh - saya sgt touch dgn comments kamu..."haini sayang. kenaper saya tak dapat membuka blog kamu? kamu ada masalah ke?biasalah haini, dalam dunia ni, ada je org yg akan tak puas hati dengan kebahagiaan orang lain dan penuh dengan sifat hasad dengki.be strong haini. abaikan je org yg mengganggu hidup kamu. sampai bila pon dia tak ke mana.yg penting berfikiran positif. tp kalau pihak lain tak reti nak be matured sejajar umur and be positive pon tak guna jugakkan?":) thanks.psst: emo, happy besday..nanti2 kite dating tau..rindu bangat ni ;)
Thanks soo much guys...
Yes, everything happens for a reason..Semua ni mesti ada hikmahnye..I couldn't describe with words...How much you guys are meant for me...REALLY GRATEFUL TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE TOO MANY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS AROUND ME...I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!~+++++-----+++++
Saya sayang Lina kerna dia telah menyuruh saya terus berblog dengan hepi =) i love you dear, seriously..
despite ade tetamu yang tidak diundang telah merosakkan segala2nya sehingga mood utk berblog sudah hilang tetapi dengan adanya kawan sebegini menyinari hari2 mendtg saya kembali..thx so much ;)
Let it be & Party Party Party :รพ
You have done all you can in regards to a relationship.
Let them do their part now. Keep in mind that it takes two to tango, so try not to take on too much in a burgeoning relationship. You're feeling confident and in control of how things are going, but did you ever think that you may have too much power? It's time to let the other person drive this partnership -- giving up some control won't be that hard. Leaving things up to them will add some unpredictability and excitement to things, and will give you some key insight into how they think.
Thanks for the advise horoscope. I love you ;) ihiks..
There something that are better left unsaid :)
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COME PARTY WITH US
Miss Hainey
Be the light of our party
You are cordially invited to Del Suria's
AN EVENING OF CELEBRATIONS
Friday, 21st July 2006, 5.30pm
^_* lalalallalaalla *_^
option.. & Happy Birthday...
something is going on in my mind recently... should i or shouldn't i? hermm.... +++++------+++++
On top of that, would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to:- 1) Sammy Boy - 17 July 2) Lina Jepun :p - 20 July 3) K.Aniza - 22 July dgn ucapan :- "Bile mo makan nasik minyak ni :D...thihihihi ;) Love you guys loads" Muahss....
Another Azzah's Story
Dear Friends,
Yesterday, Alhamdulillah, I managed to visit Azzah together with Faizal...
Her condition is really bad, ermm i mean very critical..if you do have a free time, pls give her a pay of visit..if it is not for her..at least it will comfort her family in a way i guess... especially for her mum...
from my observation, she looks totally different..if there's no signage stated that is her room..I don't think I could recognised her..
When I arrived there, her brother and father were in the room...Her dad was reciting a verse from the Holy Quran....
Her brother came out from the room the moment we arrived..he told us that there can be only 2 person in the room at one time...before i entered the room, he advised me to wear a mask...This is to prevent any viruses that I could bring (accidentally) together with me...
The conversation went like this :-
Her dad "Kau ni siapa?? Kau kasik tau dia nama kau..dia kenal tu.."
So I said " Azzah...azzah...ni hainey ni (sambil tepuk2 bahu dia)...kite penah satu klas time form 2..azzah ingat tak??"
The most touching part, she only managed to blink her eyes :( siannyee....she can't talk..that's the only thing she can do (i guess)..
Her dad " Kau ckp ngn dia..suruh dia byk2 bersabar ni bahagian dia ni..."
So I said "Azzah...azzah...azzah sabar byk2 eh...Allah sayangkan Azzah ni..tu sbb dia kasik mcm ni kat Azzah...azzah sabar byk2 eh"
So she kept continued blinking her eyes.. :( sian sgt..sedih...I can't imagined she now is trying to struggle and fight for her life...sgt menginsafkan...:(So after that, I met her mum..her mum seems to be cool and strong at first..but after that, i could see her tears..."Azzah ni anak yang baik..dia pendiam..dia tak ckp pon yang dia sakit..."She continued "Tadi baru surat konvo dia sampai...(sebak**)"so i lent her my shoulder..and i was trying to be a good listener...At 2pm, the times out...lepas mintak diri..salam mak dia sambil cium tgn..at first, she only shake my hand...but when I started to hug her...she hugged me very tightly....together with her tears...ahh syahdunye...kesian sgt..So to all my friends out there who did know her, like i said before...if you wish to give her a respect...better do it now..and for other friends of mine, pls altho you did not know her personally...i hope you can pray for her...hopefully she will get well soonest...sedekahkan la ape2 yang anda tahu..ie:yassin ke, al-ikhlas ke,alam nasyrah ke..ape2 saja.. insyallah w.pun skit, it will help.. Amin!!~
ICU..
Dear Friends, (especially my secondary schoolmate)Our beloved friend, Azzah Othman is in ICU now. Heard this from Me Amor, Faizal. We haven't managed to visit her yet at Selayang Hospital.If you have free time, do contact me so that we can pay her a visit together. Let us pray that she will get well soonest possible.Amin!!~
on vacation..
on vacation?? (i wish!)
i wish when ppl ask "where is hainey?" and someone will answer "she's on vacation, sir/madam!"
haihh...keeps on dreaming hainey!..you keep on dreaming girl!!~ hahaha..
so talking about vacation, there are still few friends of mine around the globe..
UK - my lovely pet sista, wiwi - but she's planning to back for good this august..so mcm tak sempat je kan??
Germany - Ijat ijati still there till' october..but oct seems too soon for me...now is already mid of july..
Japan - Lina, if you ever read this...which part of Japan are you at girl?? Planning to susahkan you this December, what say you :D?? When are you coming back for good?? I have to start planning from now if i'm that serious about this vacation thingy...uhuhuhuhu...
Sydney - Adam & his lovely wifeyy mira - been there and not that fond to visit again in the nearest time...should go sumwhere else ;)...
Brissy / Goldcoast - Mas & the gang / Abg Nazrin & Family are still there - altho goldcoast is just nearby....but i think i'm enough with Brissy..maybe next time k ;)
Perth - Fir Bro NZ - haven't been there while in Aussie but assuming that the weather/culture/place/surrounding are more or less like brissy/sydney and the rest of Aussie..kalau terdesak, q.ok jugak perth ni kan cos' Fri Bro promised to bring me around if i ever drop by there..but if i have a choice, other places should be better :D !!~
Korea - I think Ashraf is still there - but we have lost contact for more that a year i guess..so i think i can't consider this place since it is very risky for me to go there without knowing anyone..herm...
Jakarta - Edira (Uya) + her caring hubby - erm...ok jugak tempat ni kan ;)
Medan - Kashani - last time i was there during my childhood time...so maybe this time i can see 'more' the beauty of Medan, who knows aight??
So friends, keen to join me?? Lets goooooo holiday together...just gimme a call or text k ;) ahhh can't wait can't wait!!~ thiihihiiihi....(or should I wait for MATTA fair??? herm...???)
Al-Fatihah..
To Izar,Sorry to hear 'bout your mum. Bykkan bersabar ok?? Ingat, Allah bersama orang2 yang bersabar. May she rest in peace. As a good son, sedekahkan amal jariah for her. I know, you know this better than me man :) Semoga ibu tergolong dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman. Amin!~+++++-------------------------+++++
To Zack (Zakhwan DM) & Wife / Zai (not zai-sista peeps :D) & Hubby...
Congratulations on your wedding.
May all the happiness in the world be with both of you till the end of your life...
Hopefully you guys will live happily ever after..
Love,
Hainey & Faizal..
insincerity
i wonder who are we to judge ppl...how do we know someone is sincere or insincere??...i came across to this matter few weeks back..to tell you the truth...i'm seriously sincere..that's it...no hidden agenda what-so-ever...but something is hurting me..but deep down i still think that you're such a nice person...well..this is what we call life??life is life...Thanks..
erm..
Feel like you're banging your head against a wall with someone? Give up, move on...... When relationships end, that's not a failure. Whether personal or professional, the connection you have with someone is coming to a close, and it's for the best. You've been banging your head against the wall for a while now, and kudos to you for giving it your all; but when something just isn't working, it isn't working. No one is the bad guy in this scenario -- but both of you need to let go of this situation and seek your own solutions elsewhere.
yeah yeah i knew that...but why do ppl change? they can be so dearie today but so freaking evil the day after...hermm i wonder!!!~
i'll let you go by now...go gooo as farrrr as you want it to be...but i still would like to thank you for the memorable passed....huhuhuh..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
Reena Beena BABE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY..May God shower all the happiness on you..
U know that I love you so much aight, girlfriend?
^_* muahss..
